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EL:         De ce esti asa?

EA:         Pentru ca eu sunt neagra , iar tu alb....E greu daca-mi dai din albul tau sa ma faci gri. Eu o singura pata din negrul eu si te compromit...

EL:         Vreau sa ma compromiti .

EA:         Eu ca o baterie neagra,ma incarc din albul tau ca de la soare.Cum sa te compromit? eu cum ma 

              mai incarc?

EL:         Ma vrei sa te incarci? nu e un gest egoist?

EA:        Povestea noastra avea mereu o gaura plina cu durere in ea,pe care o evitam. Facuta din mercur ,cand o rupeai revenea seara bucata cu bucata si se facea iar intreaga,intacta.Nu sunt mai egoista decat mercurul.

Don`t hold my hand

I said baby you're my dream
He said no hun, just your wish

 He said baby you're my river
I said no hun`, I'm your drain

 He said baby you're my color
I said no babe I'm your stain

 I said baby you are magic
 He said no hun`, just a trick

 He said baby you can't see me
I said baby I just sense

 He said baby you're my castle
I said no hun`, I'm your fence

I said baby I adore you
He said no babe you're just afraid

Intr-o zi de mai.

20 mai 2017.
Cocktail-ul de cocos la indemana.
Sezlong de culoarea marii.
Piele arsa de soare. Briza.
Fara tigari pana atunci,sper.
Nisip in par.
Mici taieturi de scoici.( singurele rani existente pana atunci,sper.)
Marea la zece metri de palmierii de care mi-e agatat hamacul.
Pescarusi .
Oameni putini,din ora in ora,trec,si se tin de mana. Sunt ca mine, savureaza pacea.
Linistea.
Tu,oricare ai fi, lasi barca la mal si vii sa-mi arati ce-ai pescuit. Pesti,pana atunci,sper.
Articole de valoare: ochelari de soare,prosop, si o carte buna.
Griji existente : 0
Zambete pe zi : non stop.
Planuri pe zi : spontane.

Retrospective

Things look brighter from where i stand up now..on a high cliff. sure everything looks smaller,because i`m high. The adrenaline of being higher annihilates the danger of that high sharp cliff.It gives me immunity. In a false way.Because now im wicker than ever.
One single move and im done.One single change of wind...
I see you from where i stand now...you are still nice to look at.Good things never change,i suppose.Then why do i change?
I`ve got used to quality things.Being held all the time...when i was an ocean of insecurity.
But you did changed. I did too.Did the main things kept their shape?Still,what matters is there. I know it.Its in your DNA.
I found the door to happiness.But dont have the key.Maybe this is the year of making things happen.I wonder if we are supposed to be harsh when its about getting what we want?isnt that pushing our luck?Isnt that dangerous? or is it just the only way ?
Is it that we get what we deserve,no matter what we do?
Guess i will find out

september thoughts

Back.
Muuult mai linistita.
Mult mai diplomata.Hai mai,eram diplomata si inainte.
Taci.
Mult mai impacata cu mine.Eu si robotelul din capul meu comunicam mai mult.Am facut un efort major,pana mi-a devenit un obicei.Nu a fost usor.
Inca ma blochez cand vine vorba de comunicare.Nu ca inainte,ce-i drept,mult mai rar. Im still working on that...
Si ma blochez doar cand vine vorba de mine. Sunt un guru cand e vorba de altii :))
Si cum analizez eu asa,mai mult decat sa ma implic...realizez ca nu suntem deloc diferiti unii de altii. As fi ipocrita sa judec acum pe cineva,cand abia am ajuns in etapa in care ma critic pe mine.Si ma critic dur,nu gluma. Doar asa ,poate,poate se schimba ceva.Si mereu se poate schimba ceva.In mai bine,bineinteles.
In viata mea acum e soare si praf.
Praful il las acolo,sa vad cat timp pot merge fara sa ma uit inapoi.Si e un strat suficient de gros de praf,deja.
Cat despre soare,e format din mai multe raze.Pe care le vreau prin preajma,sa nu am optiuni limitate.Eh,tocmai de aia nu judec eu pe altii.Lasa fie...
Cautam sa gasesc nod in papura mereu.Si il gaseam.Era real.Aveam dreptate.
Solutia e sa incetez sa mai caut nod in papura?De ce? daca el exista,sa inchid ochii
?
Se pare ca da!
Asta e solutia mea temporara.
Mi s-au cizelat standardele,sunt mai elegante.Mai moderne.Nu joase baaai!! Moderne!
sex and the city type.
In rest sunt bine,toate incep sa se aseze la locul lor...(de o gramada de timp zic tot asta,shhhh)
Oricum,diplomatia nu ma lasa sa spun altceva. :*

play for change.

A soulmate (or soul mate) is a person with whom one has a feeling of deep or natural affinity, similarity, love, intimacy, sexuality, spirituality, or compatibility. A related concept is that of the twin flame or twin soul, which is thought to be the ultimate soulmate. In New Age spirituality, the ultimate soulmate is the one and only other half of one's soul.
However, not everyone who uses these terms intends them to carry such mystical connotations.Aristophanes presented a story about soulmates in The Symposium by Plato. It states that humans originally consisted of four arms, four legs, and a single head made of two faces, but Zeus feared their power and split them all in half, condemning them to spend their lives searching for the other half to complete them.
According to Theosophy, whose claims were modified by Edgar Cayce, God created androgynous souls—equally male and female. Later theories postulate that the souls split into separate genders, perhaps because they incurred karma while playing around on the Earth, or "separation from God." Over a number of reincarnations, each half seeks the other. When all karmic debt is purged, the two will fuse back together and return to the ultimate

Nope.None.

E usor a scrie versuri. Când nimic nu ai a spune, Insirând cuvinte goale. Ce din coada au sa sune.
niciun regret.Orice as fi facut nu s-ar fi schimbat nimic.Drept urmare...niciun un regret.